June 2010
Special Delivery (you know who you are)
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My Beautiful Nightmare
Looking at you strapped on the wall,
I walk closer with my butterfly knife.
Grab your arm, and slowly trace the blade down the blue lining of your wrist.
Watch as the beautiful crimson tide flow down your arm.
Is your blood the only beautiful thing about you?
Scream in terror as I drain you.
Giggle hysterically as you fall into a daze.
Do you finally realize what you are?
You are no better...
It sounds weird...and romantic...weirmantic?
My head is fuzzy,
my eyes are blurry,
and all I can think of is you.
What made this a great day?
1. I read how much i meant to people.
2. I got some fresh clothes and a game.
3. She couldn’t stop smiling when I came up to her, wouldn’t let go when i hugged her, and basically admitted that she loved me.
4. I won! :)
This is the beginning of a wonderful summer.
What else is there to do...
I gave all I got, but it seems she rather have an apartment than a mansion. Don’t get me wrong, apartments are nice…but they just don’t have everything the mansion does. But it’s her life and i can’t control it. Just like she can’t control mine. But who knows what will happen. Things might change in my favor. Then again, I’m not very patient like he is....